The Boy's Blog - Day 6. He Spanked Me

Day 6: He Spanked Me

I don’t know what the fuck is wrong with me!

I ruin fucking everything.

Just useless.

And it’s all my fucking fault.

I tried calling my dad yesterday... I just wanted to talk. I mean, I haven’t heard from him since he left a few days ago, right? But he answered and seemed really annoyed.

I shouldn’t have bothered him. That was stupid, I guess.

He asked me what was wrong... and when I said I just wanted to say hi... he said he was busy... don’t waste his time... and just...

He just hung up.

So, that stung, right? And I’m confused... I keep getting hard when I think about Ryan... and I can’t stop staring at Jason. I’m getting so uncomfortable, and I don’t understand what’s wrong with me...

So, I’m just kinda’ on edge.